Dear Cara,
Oh how I wish you were here! I’m in desperate need of your advice.
These past few weeks have been so difficult. This is not at all what I imagined it would be. I’ve tried to be patient. I’ve told myself over and over that I only just needed time to adjust but the truth is, I’m so unhappy here.
The medical center is a disorganized mess. They’ve not yet recovered from whatever happened with Dr. Maldien. They’re short staffed and the few doctors that remain work haphazard hours. Some have been working double and triple shifts for weeks now. Others show up only to care for particular, well paying patients and then leave. Nearly everyone is applying to other medical centers for employment. The atmosphere is almost unbearable as tempers are short and everyone is stressed about the situation. It is so far from the ideal learning situation I hoped it would be.
Then there’s this planet. This cold, wet, awful planet. I just can’t get used to it. I miss Tatooine. Coronet is a magnificent city and lovely to visit. But I’m ready to go home.
My parents still insist Bestine isn’t a safe place to be right now. I feel badly that they’ve gone to all this trouble to send me here to Coronet only for me to be so terribly miserable. I haven’t told them any of this yet. I want to be prepared with a solution before I tell them there’s a problem.
And there is so much to tell them. I never did find the right time to tell them I was training to be a pilot. I completed all my trainers asked of me and they sent me to Naboo to see the Grand Admiral Nial Declann. He sent asked me to accept a mission for the benefit of the Empire.
It was a much more dangerous task than I felt I was ready for but how could I have refused? It took some effort but I put my own thoughts aside and focused on the task at hand. With some luck, I managed to accomplish the task. I returned to Grand Admiral Declann and he bestowed upon me the title of Master Pilot as well as a Civilian Medal of Honor to thank me for my service.
I originally thought that the medal and my service to the Empire would make my parents proud and much less likely to be upset that I’d gone ahead with my pilot training. But now I’m not sure it will be enough. They will surely ask questions about ships and my flying habits and I know they won’t be pleased about the YT-1300 purchase or the mercenary assignments I’ve been flying in order to earn credits to outfit her.
I’ve never lied to them and I don’t plan to begin now. But I’m not sure how to best approach them about the choices I’ve made in their absence – choices that they would have surely talked me out of if I’d have been at home. I don’t regret what’s happened or what I’ve done. I enjoy flying and it can be a profitable endeavor but I don’t think they’ll understand and I hate to disappoint them, especially Father.
Oh, Cara! What should I do? I’m ready to hand in my resignation to the Medical Center. I’ve already cut back my hours as much as they’d allow. I could try transfer to a different city to continue my medical training… or put it aside and wait for a better opportunity? I can support myself with my piloting skills for the time being. How should I approach my parents with all this? Please help me!
Yours Always,

